I'm so sorry it didn't work out.
You've made it this far though, if you can hang in there just a bit longer and work on some stuff a little more, the Q's will come.
I just looked up my trial records from when Quigley and I started rally, and it went like this for the first title: NQ, NQ, NQ, first leg, NQ, second leg, NQ, NQ, third leg.
We'll work out a good plan for you some time next week and I'm sure you'll do much better at the ASCA trial June 11th.
There you'll have 2 tries in one day, so you can get a bit more ring experience.